F*ck, F*ck, F*ck

I really need to find a better way to deal with stress than  gambling. Sure it gets my mind off shit, but it doesn’t always work out. Ironic since the trigger was money…


I try so hard to be thoughtful. Do nice things. Bite my tongue. Why is it so hard to get you to stop worrying about my money? Just thinking about it now just fires me up even more? I just don’t get it and now I’m poorer as a result. F*ck!!!

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