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I predict the 49ers will be ahead by at least 3 at halftime and win the game by at least 4. Why you might ask? Because Peter is betting on them and I want to bet, but will not so likely he’ll win and I’ll feel left out and that’s usually how the betting starts.

It also starts when I need a distraction or I’m bored. I feel like a failure because I really thought our marriage, then our son, would be great motivation, but it wasn’t enough. Even telling you about it thought it would help, but it hasn’t. But the new year is coming so I guess it’s a chance to try. I’m gonna gift not gambling for Christmas to myself that I will do better. Because I love you guys and myself. TTQD!!

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