Better Time

You asked me why I bet. I only gave part of the answer. Honestly, there are probably reasons I don’t know about. I know that I like money and I want more. Gambling also distracts me from life. So in that sense I can see that it’s like a drug/addiction. I think I could easily stop, but doing that makes me feel like a failure that I can’t do it responsibly. Although I have read online about gambling addiction and don’t believe that applies to me, but I do admit that it does impact me personally more than I like.


I guess I just need to get my priorities in order. While winning money is fun, losing it is exponentially less fun. It also takes away time and attention to more important things in my life. When asked when is the best time to plant a tree, 25 years ago is the answer. When is the next best time? Today. Since I did bet today, I guess the best time is tomorrow. Sorry I’m a failure. In the spirit of Thanksgiving, I’m thankful that I get a chance to be better. ATYGN!!!

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