A New Beginning

I just saw your comment. Do you want me to divorce you? Are you not in love with me? I think you may have misunderstood the post yesterday. It wasn’t so much about you, but rather about me.

If I want better things in the future, I need to let go of things in the present that are hurdles to that future. Like today, I didn’t eat the free muffins and cake in the kitchen and I drank tea today. And when I get home I’m gonna be physically active for an hour. I didn’t weigh myself or take my blood pressure this morning but I’m gonna start that too. Obviously, I would love it if you could be 100% what I want in a partner, but 80% is pretty good too. I’m gonna try to not let the 20% distract me from the 80%. The percentages may not be precise, but hopefully you get the idea. Anyhow, I don’t often read comments so it’s better not to put your thoughts there. TTQD!!

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