And You’re Back

To stress and complicate my life. You seemed like you had a good time. I’m happy for you. I hope you got something out of it. But as I suspected it hasn’t really changed our relationship. 


As I lie here in bed trying to fall asleep. It’s difficult. My BP was 142/93/70. I think about the wedding I have to officiate and I say they have to grow together, forgive often, and always choose each other. I was struggling with the forgiving often part cause it seems like in the one who always have to forgive (forget). And I feel like you don’t what it grow together and you always choose others before us. Not sure how I’m gonna fake it Wednesday cause I don’t feel it. 🙏 

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