Our Love Story Begins Today

Great birthday gift. Minus the pain. I’m sorry I get annoyed, but I’ve been trying not to say anything. Then it goes away.  Peter’s dad said if we fight about the same thing over time, it’s okay? Anyhow. Thanks again for the great gift. It’s too bad you don’t feel how the card says. Maybe again some day. ATEN!!

To me!!! Thanks for the better gifts. Time to 💨. Be gentle. 

It was nice having him here. Too bad he couldn’t stay longer. But it’s okay, I enjoyed the time we had.  Going to be a crazy next few months. Breathe okay? It’s gonna be alright. 👍 

I’m waiting in line at In N Out and the line is so slow even though there isn’t anyone. I think it’s because it’s too hot to stand outside so they have to take order at window. Then it takes time to make the food. I should have gone inside. I’m also annoyed there was traffic for no reason on my way home. I cancelled all my meetings to get personal things done and I can’t even do that. FML!!!

I think I might do nothing on my birthday during the day. I’m pretty tired now, but it could be from an early morning and long day. I want to try to stay up later today to get some work done… I got gas the costco in Redding. You are fancy that you stayed overnight there? I just drove home. 

If you’re not the best at anything. You just need to be okay at most things. And the things you’re terrible at you can work on. And the things that you’re good at you can work to be gooder. I believe in you. Never settle, never give up. TTQD!!!

You surprise me sometimes. Today was one of those days. Thanks. I was hoping for one, but didn’t want to bother you. Then you even did it when you were tired. And you even didn’t hurt me. And you also finished pretty fast. Kudos to you 👏  I’m sorry I didn’t get to give you a massage. But I will owe you some. I probably shouldn’t be playing, but I didn’t play this weekend. Today was probably the best day to play. Well rested. 🙏 

Poor Vinh got hurt today. Hopefully he’s okay. I won’t post a picture of that here. I will instead post a picture of my table waiting for the oil change on the sequoia. Sometimes it’s nice to not have golf or MJ, so I can have energy for other stuff. I was really tired today, but couldn’t fall asleep. Glad I’m not swimming tonight. 👍 

I’m kinda glad I didn’t go swimming today. I’m really tired right now and could fall asleep. But it’s probably also likely that if I had swam, I’d be alert. Funny how that works. I should have birdied this hole. Mario stole my thunder. I had a really bad second half. Worst golf I can remember playing. But still good to golf. Thanks 😊 

You need to get on the Aflac train and get $60 for your annual wellness checkup.  I think there’s more benefits, but I don’t know them all. We can cross that bridge when we get to it. Like there’s pay for pregnancy and hospital care. If you remind me I can ask or give you the book to read. 💰 

Sorry we didn’t win the lottery last night or tonight. We can try again on Friday. I did get 7 free items from Temu for buying 3 items. Seems like a great deal. It’s too bad it was time restricted so you couldn’t help me pick. I got a few maternity items, but then I wasn’t sure what you’d like so I changed it. Anyhow, it’s like winning a small lottery. Hopefully a bigger one is coming soon. 🙏 

Today was quite a roller coaster of emotions. Good and bad things happened. They say that money doesn’t buy happiness, but I feel like they’re wrong. After today, I would definitely be happier if I won the lottery. So I let’s hope the rollercoaster ends on a high note today. 🙏 

Almost as good as BBW. Anyhow, can’t believe I’m eating this twice today. It didn’t seem like you ate that much of it yesterday. Hopefully you can enjoy it today. It seems like every time we clear out the to fridge it gets full again. I forgot the Bare chicken today, but probably should wait until we clear out some more space.

I’m sorry I get easily frustrated when you’re driving. I know it doesn’t help the situation. I think we should take some time where you can practice. I don’t like how the camera and mirrors adjust, but maybe they do that for a reason… Thanks for letting me swim and golf. Sorry today wasn’t a great day with Vinh. TLG!!!

I know it’s a lot of work, but it’s also a lot of reward. We are very fortune that our lives are full. I appreciate you letting having some time to myself. I appreciate you making time and effort for our friends. I hope someday you will have the same effort for all people. 🙏 

There are people that don’t believe in vaccines, medicine, blood transfusions. I don’t agree with it, but I try to respect it until it affects me or someone I care about. This isn’t you yet, but you can see how to others it might appear that way and how slippery the slope is to this. Anyhow. I love you and respect your beliefs. Please reciprocate. 🙏 

Free food today at work. I brought some home. Will try to see if Vinh will eat it. There’s still a little bit of leftovers left. Hopefully your salad is good and you got the meat. Maybe we can go to the park today after church. Take advantage of the cool weather while we can. 🙏 

We got blessed with Vinh so far and there’s no debate on that. However, after his conception, we discussed and agreed that if anything was abnormal and quality of life threatening, we would terminate the pregnancy. I don’t know if those were just words on your part, but I took them at value. Fortunately, we never had to make that hard decision. In hindsight, we should have discussed it beforehand. Now we have that opportunity to do so. Unfortunately, we don’t agree. I rarely stand my ground, but this is something I firmly believe and it’s not just about me, it’s about Vinh and you and everyone around us. 🙏 

That we possibly loss a baby. I know it’s not easy for you and your body and mind and for that, I’m really sorry. Like my dad, if I could bear the weight for you, I would, but I can’t.  Vinh and I love you. You’re surrounded by many more people that share the same value. I hope that’s some consolation along with what you’ve read and heard. 🙏 (I debated writing you a card, but I opted to post here. I can still write you a card if you want).

I opened the door at Costco Gas and the wind took the door and slammed it into the cement pillar. Luckily, this was the extent of the damage. I wonder what could have happened if the door didn’t have the pillar to stop it. It wasn’t even that windy. Just a reminder to be careful when opening up your car door. 🙏 

Sometimes you have to be lucky. You can’t always rely on being good. I was able to get a golf ball through these trees. It actually went through the tree. I wasn’t planning on having the ball miss all the hazards, but it did. Could be the golf gods shining on me. That's like life. You can do all the right things and still have it go wrong or the opposite. Just gotta roll with it.

To other people. Hope you had a good time today. I need to emphasize that I do not want to be responsible for monitoring you’re eating. If you can be obedient to God, it should be pretty easy to be obedient for your family. I would love to be your food warden, but I think it’s better if you handle that on your own. That way you can be accountable to yourself. I believe in you.

You meet Olive? She goes to my gym. Don’t know if it’s her mom that took her, but she initially didn’t look Vietnamese. Not sure if she is, but she speaks Vietnamese. Anyhow, she drives a Rivian suv and has a bigger butt and boobs than you. She’s taller than you too. But it’s okay. I still love you. Anyhow, hoping for a nice weekend. I would really like to catch up on work. I’m not golfing tomorrow. 🥳 

Nice stuff and they’re nice. Not nice when they’re not. Today I saw a naked black homeless lady. It was not nice. Life is funny that way. Today Sebastian was like bye Vinh, Vinh when we left. Kids are getting smarter. Vinh said Nico is his best friend not Sebastian. 😆 

To me: I feel like the birthday gifts have gotten sadder as I have gotten older. Still glad to have a birthday to celebrate along with decent health and family. Still 22 more days for it to get better and not worse 🙏.

I think sexual compatibility is definitely underrated. If I had known how different we are, I might have rethunk it. But the frequency has actually become less over time. So in a sense, like the padded bra, I was hoodwinked. I try to be understanding of when you have to wake up early, but other times I feel like an opportunity was missed. You used to tell me if I didn’t go to play majong you’d blow, but I feel like that’s probably not true. Anyhow, I’ll have to figure it out. 🙏 

They say the people at your funeral are a reflection of your life. So in a sense, this person that has passed lived a great life.  I still hope that I can make a better effort to see people while I and they are alive so I don’t have regrets or have to wait until someone dies. Life is too short. 

Maybe demons keep you from hearing me, but I’m pretty sure I’ve made it abundantly clear what I need from you. My balls empty, my stomach full, and our family taken care of. Is that too much to ask? The only thing I sort of get is my family taken care of. That hurts. Mostly because almost every waking moment I spend trying to alleviate the burdens on you. I cook, I clean, I run errands. I’m not looking forward to when you’re fully into your pregnancy, but at least then, you’ll have a reason on why you fall short. TLG!!

It’s not what goes in your mouth that matters, but what comes out. I know you know better, so that’s why it’s extra frustrating sometimes when you say things you know you shouldn’t. I only have 12 years left at max before I can enjoy a full retirement. Please don’t get me fired or make my work hard. I think I have it pretty good and our future relies on it, so if you can do better in the future, that’d be great. 🙏 

Do you feel secure in our relationship yet? I think it was a big step on my part to put you in my retirement conversation.  I really hope to have to the opportunity to take care of our family. Like with my retirement money. So you we can enjoy our twilight years. 🙏 

That’s not really a thing in the sense that you celebrate the whole month. Women just make that shit up. But it will be my birthday in 29 days. Woohoo. Sadly, I won’t be able to wish for money or anything this birthday. I will need to save my birthday wish for a healthy sibling for Vinh and his Mommy. 🙏